Does it matter what anyone thinks about me? I have reached the state of Dr. Manhattan. I have seen Gaia.
Empty your mind. Don’t waste thoughts. Don’t think. Concentrate on the one thing that you taste right now.
Don’t intrude into the lives of other people. Don’t go looking for love and sex. Intrude into society as little as necessary.
Never let you lose control of your breath. Just breathe. Always keep the mind focused on breathing and relax your shoulders and dorsal.
Earn an income that will make ends meet. Then do what you have to do until the time of Death. There are no answers whatsoever.
What are my coping mechanisms? Disengage yourself from the psychopaths. There is nothing for you here – land or people-wise. Unless miraculously your exact replica may turn up – one who is in tune and in touch with your thoughts and Life processes.
Is this the only ‘you’ or ‘Life’ you have or are living? Think of quantum level happenings, if that helps. Better just accept you don’t have answers, proofs, and leave it there.
My big problem is how to ban or ignore the stress, depression, pain, inability to face Nature, Existence, as they are. Without the help of alcohol, I feel I am not in my conscious ‘normal’ state. What’s wrong with me? Is there something missing in my brain? Is there a big mental block in my mind? If so, what is it trying to hide?
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