mainne socha hai ki apraapy logon kee chaahat kyon kee jaatee hai. kya mujhe yah maan lena chaahie ki samudr mein har kisee ke lie ek machhalee hai aur sundarata vaastav mein dekhane vaale kee aankhon ya kaanon ya gandh ya sparsh mein nihit hai? jab main olaanazaapain par tha, jisase mujhe bahut bhookh lagee, to mainne pahale teen maheenon mein hee 20 kilograam se adhik vajan badha liya. mera pet itana baahar nikal aaya ki mere aas-paas ke log mujh par pahale se zyaada vyaayaam karane ka dabaav daalane lage. ajeeb baat yah hai ki 26 varsheey ek dubale-patale kareebee samalaingik mitr ne mujhase kaha ki ab vah mujhe shaareerik aur samalaingik roop se aakarshak paata hai aur agar main sambhaavit samalaingik premee banane se pahale usaka dost nahin hota to vah mujhase samalaingik seks karane ke lie kahata. "mera anumaan hai ki main ek durlabh maamala hoon," usane mujhase kaha. "mujhe bade pet vaale mazaboot samalaingik purush pasand hain, khaasakar 50 varsh kee aayu paar kar chuke vrddh purush." mainne use bataaya ki vah un sabhee logon ke lie eeshvar ka aasheervaad hai jo apanee yuvaavastha se kaaphee aage nikal chuke hain - usake jaise kisee vyakti ko banaakar jo alpasankhyak buzurg, mote aur isalie kathit taur par badasoorat samalaingik purushon ke prati samalaingik roop se aakarshit hota hai. mainne usase kaha ki vah khud ko jitana ho sake utana dhany samajhe kyonki vah ek anokha samalaingik vyakti tha jise ek khaas samalaingik baazaar ke lie banaaya gaya tha jisamen boodhe, mote samalaingik purush shaamil hain.
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